
I'm so
BLOODY desperate to lose weight!!
eversince i work i got no time to workout..
not even sit ups..
and my double chin is really getting thicker...
i feel like cutting it off with a knife!
and my stomach!!
so bloated..!!
i'm so bloody desperate that i tot of taking slimming pills..
and force myself to vomit whenever i eat..
talked to seha abt this just now..
and i noe forcing myself to vomit will cause bullimic..
but i'm sooo desperate..
gosh!!!!!!!
i got to do something abt dis!!!!!
i need to eat less and do more activity!!!
i miss the way i look in the past..
i can even cut my hair soooo short
and my face still look fine..
but now if i cut my hair short..
i'll turn even more like a FISHBALL!!
I'm so stressed up with myself!!!!!!!!!
