Posted on: Thursday, January 24, 2008
Posted at: 10:42 AM
I'm feeling:
yesterday was out with the bf...
we went esplanade..
its been quite a long time we didnt stepped there..
and den we talked things out..
talked abt his interest..
and i have to support him be it I like it or not..
bcos I think its better for me to approve it..
or else who knows he'll be doing it behind my back..
den on the way to the carpark..
we saw this ex-bds la..
a malay gerl..
my junior by one yr..
i forgot her name..
but during my sec yrs alot of the schmate call her muke anjing..
i dunno why...
this is wat they say la not i say..
ok back to the story..
at that point of time..
the bf was eating this roti colour2 la..
and whenever he eat..
mesti comot..
and of course i wouldnt wanna embarrased him..
i clean up his mouth using my hand..
and guess wat that junior said..
"awww sooo sweett.."
in a sarcastic way..
lyk my god...
issit wrong for me to do dat...?
i dun think so..
its better i do dat den just keeping quiet and
embarrased my bf infront of the public...
gundu!!!
and after dat..
we went bedok corner..
ate nasi ayam penyet..
at his frens' gf mother stall...
MAKAN FREE!!
hurhur..
and after dat went east coast..
and talk things out again..
and den i realised that for 2yr 4 mths..
i've been unfair to him..
and that i'm more to frens..
and i didnt share with him my true feelings..
stuff like dat..
i gotta make myself change for the better..
but i need time..
and today I would like to wish my one and only cousin,Suzzana Shah..
A Happy 21st Birthday..
May Allah showers you with all His blessings and happiness..!
