I'm feeling:

I think I need to go for counselling so that I know
what exactly is wrong with me..
Life isnt right these days..
Little little things can make me go emo..
Nowadays,every little things could simply hurt me or
make me sad..
And it results to shedding tears every night..
I can simply shed tears when I listen to sad sad
songs..
I'm really confuse and my mind is all polluted with
things that could harm myself..
I realise that now, I'm not strong enough to even give
a fake smile..
I dont wanna be the girl who always frown cos that's
what I used to be..
I wanna keep on smiling but I'm not strong enough..
I dont wanna repeat the history of the past me..
I dont wanna be the past me neither..
But how..?