Posted on: Monday, January 28, 2008
Posted at: 10:10 PM
I want penguin day again!!And oh...I'm missing the bf soooo much..!!!
Posted on: Saturday, January 26, 2008
Posted at: 2:12 AM
I'm feeling:
i'm actually waiting for the bf to be home from werk..
its two fifteen am..
and i'm still waiting..
hah!
today i did nearly nth at home..
woke up at six twenty am..
washed the dishes..
the laundry..
fold the clothes..
hang the laundry...
and KNOCKOFF!!
back to bed..
and woke up at eleven thirty am..
play the comp till 5++ pm...
and had my shower..
den go to bedok north sec with wani and mom..
had parent teacher meet..
its sooooooooooooo boring...
and i had to eat dat "asam2" to keep me awake..
so the whole thing ended at 9++pm..
and walk back home..
den talked to seha on the phone..
and yes i'm joining back school..
gonna take product design..
hopefully i got it la..
ok the bf is back from werk..
bye ppl!!
Posted on: Thursday, January 24, 2008
Posted at: 10:42 AM
I'm feeling:
yesterday was out with the bf...
we went esplanade..
its been quite a long time we didnt stepped there..
and den we talked things out..
talked abt his interest..
and i have to support him be it I like it or not..
bcos I think its better for me to approve it..
or else who knows he'll be doing it behind my back..
den on the way to the carpark..
we saw this ex-bds la..
a malay gerl..
my junior by one yr..
i forgot her name..
but during my sec yrs alot of the schmate call her muke anjing..
i dunno why...
this is wat they say la not i say..
ok back to the story..
at that point of time..
the bf was eating this roti colour2 la..
and whenever he eat..
mesti comot..
and of course i wouldnt wanna embarrased him..
i clean up his mouth using my hand..
and guess wat that junior said..
"awww sooo sweett.."
in a sarcastic way..
lyk my god...
issit wrong for me to do dat...?
i dun think so..
its better i do dat den just keeping quiet and
embarrased my bf infront of the public...
gundu!!!
and after dat..
we went bedok corner..
ate nasi ayam penyet..
at his frens' gf mother stall...
MAKAN FREE!!
hurhur..
and after dat went east coast..
and talk things out again..
and den i realised that for 2yr 4 mths..
i've been unfair to him..
and that i'm more to frens..
and i didnt share with him my true feelings..
stuff like dat..
i gotta make myself change for the better..
but i need time..
and today I would like to wish my one and only cousin,Suzzana Shah..
A Happy 21st Birthday..
May Allah showers you with all His blessings and happiness..!
Posted on: Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Posted at: 10:07 PM
I'm Feeling:
I'm okay now!!!!
thanks for those who listens to my whinings...
seha,koko and ain...
thank you very much for being there!!!!
tmr will be meeting the bf...
wooohhoooo!!!!
Posted on: Sunday, January 20, 2008
Posted at: 9:02 PM
Posted on: Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Posted at: 12:13 PM
I'm feeling:
I think I need to go for counselling so that I know
what exactly is wrong with me..
Life isnt right these days..
Little little things can make me go emo..
Nowadays,every little things could simply hurt me or
make me sad..
And it results to shedding tears every night..
I can simply shed tears when I listen to sad sad
songs..
I'm really confuse and my mind is all polluted with
things that could harm myself..
I realise that now, I'm not strong enough to even give
a fake smile..
I dont wanna be the girl who always frown cos that's
what I used to be..
I wanna keep on smiling but I'm not strong enough..
I dont wanna repeat the history of the past me..
I dont wanna be the past me neither..
But how..?
Posted on: Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Posted at: 10:11 AM
Betapa Aku Mencintaimu - Vagetoz
betapa aku mencintaimu
dengan sepenuh hatiku
betapa aku menyayangimu
lebih dari yang kau tahu
syuuu...huuu..ooo..ooo
inginku bahagiakan dirimu
setiap saat bersamaku
seperti janjiku kepadamu
takkan pernah ku ingkari
aku kan slalu ada di dekatmu
aku kan slalu menemani harimu
kau harus tau betapa aku
mencintaimu...wow...
betapa aku mencintaimu
with everything inside of me...
Posted on: Monday, January 14, 2008
Posted at: 10:56 AM
Hello Singapura!!!
Yes, I'm back from kampong..
stayed there for sixteen days to take care of grandma..
she's not feeling well..
so i had to take care of her..
Sixteen days of not talking to Seha..
Actually we did talk when i'm at kampong..
But not enough la..
One hour plus of talk time is'nt enough for me and Seha to talk about everything..
Sixteen days of not meeting the bf..
Gosh!I miss him..ALOT!
Looking forward to meet him..
And I MISS HAPPY HAPPY PEOPLE too!!!!
Where have you guys gone to??
The only happy happy people that I'm still in contact with is Seha..
Where's the rest..??
Lea,Sri,Supi,Ais...???
Mane korang menghilang ar???
Okay dats all for the entry...
Nothing interesting to blog abt my kampong stays..
Bye!!!
Posted on: Friday, January 04, 2008
Posted at: 7:52 AM
Good Morning people!!
Its seven fifty two AM!
and here i'm chatting with seha..
dua2 case tk leh tdo nyer pasal..
haha..
So yesterday was out with the bf sis,ain..
went to bishan..
Girl guide hq..
she wanna get stuff for her uniform..
so met her at eunos..
den off to bishan..
den after buying the stuff..
went mcd at junction 8..
had mcspicy for both of us..
and den went ubi for awhile..
take my helmet..
den wait for the bus num 8..
mak oi siket nyer lame!!
den each time dtg..
asek pack je..
den while in the bus..
the bf called..
and den he said..
"i'm waiting for u to come seyy.."
alahai..
cair aku dgr oi!
den reached the bf house help ain sew her badge..
play with the kitten..!
mate kitten die juling la..
haha..
den..
after dat..
the bf sent me home..
ok da itu sahaja..
bye!
I want penguin day again!!
I think I need to go for counselling so that I know