Posted on: Friday, November 17, 2006
Posted at: 11:49 PM
What Happen To nanO?********************************************
nanO hates herself..
nanO hates herself for being fat..
nanO hates herself for being the eldest among her siblings..
nanO hates herself for having to be a role model to her siblings..
nanO hates herself for having to be home at 7pm..
nanO hates herself cos her parents always put the blamings on her..
nanO hates herself for being the "maid" in the house..
nanO hates herself cos she feels that she is'nt being appreciated by the people in the house..
nanO hates herself cos she feels that her parents doesnt understand her..
nanO hates herself for having to be in this family..
nanO hates herself cos she's being hurt way too often..
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nanO tried to love herself but she failed..
nanO tried to love her family but she failed..
nanO tried to be a good daughter but she failed..
nanO tried to be a good sister but she failed..
nanO tried to love her parents but she failed..
nanO tried to be home by 7pm but she failed..
nanO tried to feel as if she's being appreciated but she failed..
nanO tried to think that she is'nt hurt but she failed..
nanO tried to accept all the blamings patiently but she failed..
nanO tried to be the role model of her siblings but she failed..
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nanO's really tired with herself..
she tried to be good and yet again...
she failed..
so,what must nanO do now?
:'(********************************************
The End
