Posted on: Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Posted at: 11:10 PM
If only i could open up my head..i would wash my brain so dat all the problems i'm having now will be gone..i'm lucky enough nadiah was online now..i told her everything..and am glad she understand me..but still it didnt make much difference..
the problems is still stuck in my brain..people seems to change..tym berkawan lain..tym da matair lain..janji sume ntah kemane..tym seblm keje ckp tym off nak spend tym same2..da keje nk spend tym same2 pon susah..sume madang aku je yg sound..sedeh tau tak bile kene treat mcm gini..skrg nk suroh antar skola pon susah..slagi aku tak sound slagi tu die diamkan diri...sume madang aku je yg nk kene ckp..tk leh salahkan jugak lar kenape eyebag aku makin menebal..bukan sebab aku tak cukop tdo..ni disebabkan aku nangis byk sngt..smpai basah bantal aku tiap2 mlm..mane nk pk problem sal antara aku ngn die lain..problem skola lain..eh mcm2 la..!!skrg cara bbual kat telephone pon da lain..da tak mcm dulu..kdg tym tgh bbual kat telephone ntah dgn sape ntah die msg2..da byk kali terjadi..tapi aku tanak la kecoh2 sal ni ngn die..takot perkare kecik leh jadi besar..hish!tapi mmg la..sumenyer da berubah..!!nanO sedeh tau tak..:'(
