Memories From Last

Posted on: Thursday, November 30, 2006
Posted at: 11:35 PM

The presentation thingy just pulls down my strength to go to school!
I'm having a bad day ppl!
bye!

Posted on: Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Posted at: 9:06 PM

the presentation just sux!!!
and i mean sux lar..
i did my very best for my portfolio but still they say
"Hidayat,i expected much more from you.."
lyk duh..!
how much more do you guys want..?
how much better do you guys want..?
and summore they say..
"all your works are empty.."
wahhh..
suke2 hati...
and i did some photography for my portfolio..
yet they say its just a lucky shot..
i feel lyk all my hard works are not being paid off..
all those late nights of doing works are not worth while..
eee btl lar..
geram seyyy...!!!
da la i end here lar..
no mood seyy!
bye ppl!

Posted on: Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Posted at: 11:10 PM

today,
same as yest..
did nth much..
went to skool tapi mcm takde makne gitu..
met ana at technopark n den..
while walking to skool..
skali mood nk gi skola takde..
and summore kat dlm hati masing2 da self-declare holiday..
haha..
so we went kedai kopi jap..
since kite dua teringin nk minom coke..
ape lagi..
hahaha!!
den after dat we went home..
smpai uma mcm takde benda gitu..
atfirst ajak hakim kluar..
but den we dunno where to go..
den while talking with dear hairie on the phone..
atlast there's sumthing dat can be done to keep me from boredom..
which is to go to his house to install adobe photoshop at his desktop and install window xp at his laptop..
but unfortunately..
his dekstop the disk drive sumting wrong..
his laptop also tak tau ape kene..
and after dat we went changi..
look at stars..
ard 9+ lyk dat tot of eating..
but den..
dat lil' bro of mine..
bising2 suroh balek..
alamak!!
darah naik..!!
den reached home..
asked mom permission to allow us to go out for awhile to go eat..
permission granted..
den after eat2..
we went home..
and now i tired already..
haha..
tmr portfolio presentation..
and also got revision for DVP..
mcm mls gitu kn besok nk gi skola..
naseb baik ade presentation..
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I would like to wish my both bestie;
Nur Nadirah Bte Ramely
&
Nur Nadiah Bte Ramely
a Happy 18th Birthday...
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Posted on: Monday, November 27, 2006
Posted at: 11:20 PM

okay..
so today did nth much..
went to the print shop again with wani to print my last two design..
tak tau la kan brape byk aku nk wat..
and lately i'm never satisfied with what i'm doing ..
ade je tau yg aku nk wat..
tu la tangan kalau da gatal..
ade je yg nak dibuat..
hee..
and after printing both of us went to vivo city..
since wani wanna go there..
so i brought her there lar..
and the best part was..
we caught the sunset..
lawa seyy..
den after dat we planned to eat at LJS..
we searched for LJS for dunno how long lar..
mcm nk tercabot kaki aku..
and while searching aleh2 gt dis guy ngn die nyer pompan call out my name seyy..!
"nanO.."
sape je tah manusia ni sume..
org tk kenal die..
die kenal org..
ntah lar kan...
den after searchings and searchings jumpe jugak LJS..
den after eat2..
we went home..
since da penat..
and today,
most of the day i had to take little breath..
cos my perot is so boncet..
and its obvious seyy..
ni konon nk step perot tk boncet lar..
haha..
really man..
da btl2 nk kene diet ni..
waduh..!!

Posted on: Sunday, November 26, 2006
Posted at: 12:45 AM

so i just came back from shopping..
with my family..
daddy just gt his pay..
so ape lagi..
BORONG!!
i bought 2 long sleeve shirts..
and a boardshort..
haha!
and not forgetting a thermal blanket..
hee..
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so right now..
what i'm doing now is waiting for my dear hairie to be home...
tried calling his mobile phn..
but cant get thru..
ingtkan batt die flat..
rupenyer rosak kene hujan..
but nvm lar..
he say he'll call when he's home..
so..
i just have to wait lar..
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Posted on: Saturday, November 25, 2006
Posted at: 6:45 PM

hello ppl!!
so this week have been a week of hell..
school,personal probs..
all came together as one..
but am glad i managed to clear it by yest..!
hehe..
so now..
am nearly prob free..!!
wEEeEe!!
but i cant be too happy for now..
cos on monday i gt my portfolio presentation..
AKU TAKOT!
so now all my assignments are done..
except for GDMD trailer..
leceh ar..
game also nak kene ade trailer..
but i try to do it a.s.a.p..
hope i can finish it by one day..
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the last two days have not been doing much..
and on thurs i didnt came to sch..
not dat i dun wan to..
but am busy with the printing werk..
ana,malik n i spent most of the day at the printing shop..
sampai tu nyonya pon da kenal kite..
after printing went eat at LJS at cthall..
mcm da lame gitu kn tk mkn LJS..
hahaha..!!
at yeah..
while eating we talk2..
abt after graduate sume..
mcm so happy la..
yelah mane tak happy..
this is our LAST semester seyy..
and den we're all out and done..
but nt for malik..
cos he gt a year more to go..
so after eating we went to esplanade..
to stick our stuff on the black paper dat we bought together with the portfolio file..
mcm takde tempat lain gitu..
hehe..
while walking to esplanade we planned on 9thdec we go out together as a whole bunch to vivo city..
but unfortunately,i cant..
cos i have to balik kampong again..
but lucky me,malik changed the date to 5thdec..
hehehe..
exactly the day before nanO turn 18..
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on friday...
i go school lyk got no meaning lyk dat..
did my last piece of werk..
and off to the printing shop..
again its ana,malik n i who went to the printing shop..
den eat at LJS again..
den after dat off we go our separate ways..
HOME SWEET HOME!!!
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later part in the afternoon..
meet my honey bunny..!!
went to some place..
and talk things out..
atfirst..
i was so sad cos he did say "mayb we should stop seeing each other.."
mcm biase..
aku ni hujan lebat..
the tears just cant stop lar..
but sumhow after talking things out again..
all went back to normal..
mcm happy gitu kan..
the werds he said all lupekan je..
hehe..
so now..
nanO da happy..
for those who've been with me during this hell week..
i thanked you guys so very much..
especially,to those who tagged..!!
nanO love you gerls very much..!!
MWAAHH!!

Posted on: Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Posted at: 11:10 PM

If only i could open up my head..
i would wash my brain so dat all the problems i'm having now will be gone..
i'm lucky enough nadiah was online now..
i told her everything..
and am glad she understand me..
but still it didnt make much difference..
the problems is still stuck in my brain..
people seems to change..
tym berkawan lain..
tym da matair lain..
janji sume ntah kemane..
tym seblm keje ckp tym off nak spend tym same2..
da keje nk spend tym same2 pon susah..
sume madang aku je yg sound..
sedeh tau tak bile kene treat mcm gini..
skrg nk suroh antar skola pon susah..
slagi aku tak sound slagi tu die diamkan diri...
sume madang aku je yg nk kene ckp..
tk leh salahkan jugak lar kenape eyebag aku makin menebal..
bukan sebab aku tak cukop tdo..
ni disebabkan aku nangis byk sngt..
smpai basah bantal aku tiap2 mlm..
mane nk pk problem sal antara aku ngn die lain..
problem skola lain..
eh mcm2 la..!!
skrg cara bbual kat telephone pon da lain..
da tak mcm dulu..
kdg tym tgh bbual kat telephone ntah dgn sape ntah die msg2..
da byk kali terjadi..
tapi aku tanak la kecoh2 sal ni ngn die..
takot perkare kecik leh jadi besar..
hish!
tapi mmg la..
sumenyer da berubah..!!
nanO sedeh tau tak..
:'(

Posted on:
Posted at: 8:24 AM

hello ppl..
these are the photos dat we took at vivo city dat tym..
happy viewing..!

Okay dats it...
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yest,i did come school as per normal..
did my portfolio..
i only got 7 to be printed seyy..
mane nk dpt lagi 8 ni..
waduhhh..!
have to rush up for the portfolio seyy..
cos by friday,portfolio must be ready..
stress xiao!
and lately,life has not been good..
i never came home smiling..
ade je yg tak kene..
stress u noe..
and mayb after school gonna go job hunting with ana n shida(ana's cousin)
but not confirm ar..
cos i got my portfolio to be done..
haiz..!!

Posted on: Monday, November 20, 2006
Posted at: 6:47 PM

okay...!!
its raining today...!!
mcm da lame gitu kan tk hujan petang2 gini..
haha..
today nanO sick!
go skool also lyk got no meaning..
masok kol one..
den leave ard 2+..
da tak tahan lar..
pening u noe..
my head very heavy..
summore the aircon very the sejok..
eee..!!
den i made up my mind to go back home..
but earlier on..
ana,malik n i checked on the debarment list..
fuh!
my name is not on the list..
slamat!!
so ana,didi and nanO lepas from debarment..
but pity malik ar..
he's being debarred..
hmmm..
takpe2...
nnt kite sume tolong kau okayy..
hmmm...
and yest...
my dear hairie came to my house..
since he end werk early..
den since i'm bored and i malas wanna go out..
i asked him to come..
see how lazy nano is..!
hurhur..
den we talk2 together with my siblings..
til 10+pm i tink..
and now i'm missing my boncit boy..
hahaha..
see..
baru yest jumpe now da miss..
nanO siao!!

Posted on: Sunday, November 19, 2006
Posted at: 12:03 PM

hello ppl..!
now i'm obsessed with seamonkey and aquarus..
dunno la kan why..
sejak2 hari tu gi vivo city..
den jln2 at toy r us..
skali ade niat pulak nk tgk seamonkey..
atfirst didi darling and nadiah darling had the impression of..
"kau ni tak abes2 ngn seamonkey.."
skali ni 3 dara da tgk..
kan satu2 da interested..
tanx to who?
hehehe..
tanx to nanO..
and didi darling n i tot of buying it on the same day..
nk tgk sape nyer seamonkey hidop lagi lame..
wahhh..
da mcm budak2 nerd gitu eh..
nak pelihara science creature ni sume..
alaa..
for fun ape salah nyer kan..
kalau kat uma boring2 bleh ar tgk ape tu seamonkey tgh buat..
but seriously i dunno which to buy lar..
the seamonkey mcm cute gitu but can only live up to 2.5yrs..
yg aquarus tu plak can live up to 25 yrs..
tapi aquarus tak cute langsong ar..
mcm seram pon ade..
hahaha..!
tak tau la kan...
and yest i did talk abt seamonkey and aquarus while on the phone with dear hairie..
alamak..
he dun agree plak..
cos he's not interested in those stuff..
and he doesnt lyk if i keep those stuff at home..
abeh kalau kat uma tgh boring2 ape sey aku nk wat??
asek tdo je..
naik muak sey..
makan??
eeee!!
i'm on diet okayyy...
but nvm lar..
i'll try to talk again la..
hope this tym round he allows..
hehe..

Seamonkey...!!

Seamonkey Doll...cute seyyy

this is aquarus...tak cute kan..mcm sejenis bacteria under microscope gitu..
but it live longer den seamonkey..!

Posted on: Friday, November 17, 2006
Posted at: 11:49 PM

What Happen To nanO?
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nanO hates herself..
nanO hates herself for being fat..
nanO hates herself for being the eldest among her siblings..
nanO hates herself for having to be a role model to her siblings..
nanO hates herself for having to be home at 7pm..
nanO hates herself cos her parents always put the blamings on her..
nanO hates herself for being the "maid" in the house..
nanO hates herself cos she feels that she is'nt being appreciated by the people in the house..
nanO hates herself cos she feels that her parents doesnt understand her..
nanO hates herself for having to be in this family..
nanO hates herself cos she's being hurt way too often..
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nanO tried to love herself but she failed..
nanO tried to love her family but she failed..
nanO tried to be a good daughter but she failed..
nanO tried to be a good sister but she failed..
nanO tried to love her parents but she failed..
nanO tried to be home by 7pm but she failed..
nanO tried to feel as if she's being appreciated but she failed..
nanO tried to think that she is'nt hurt but she failed..
nanO tried to accept all the blamings patiently but she failed..
nanO tried to be the role model of her siblings but she failed..
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nanO's really tired with herself..
she tried to be good and yet again...
she failed..
so,what must nanO do now?
:'(
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The End

Posted on:
Posted at: 5:09 PM

hello beautifuls..!!!
okay..
so my week was a so-so week..
basically just to and fro to school..
nth much ar..
at school everyone was busy with their showreel..
lucky i managed to hand up on tym..
dat also i loan laptop from school..
if not..
jgn harap eh bleh habes..
actually was not satisfied with it ar..
but lack of tym lar..
but sumhow when my teacher watch the video..
he says gd..
i gt my own concept..
but still if i did it much more earlier conferm lagi lawa..
hah!
no use regretting now nano!!
hahah..
so basically now waiting for didi darling to call..
cos we going vivo city..
mayb wit ana..
but unsure if she'll be coming along..
and nadiah will be coming with us..
yeyness!!
da lame seyy tk jumpe..
rindu plak kan..
hehe..
so just now in school..
my C.A inform us dat debar list will be out on monday!!
aku TAKUTZ!!
haha..
takpe tawakal je..
hehe..

Posted on: Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Posted at: 7:26 PM

okayy..
i got nth to blog so i post my injury photos..
its a minor one..
hehe..

Posted on:
Posted at: 9:32 AM

i've uploaded n resize the photos..
so here are the photos..
happy viewing ppl!

Otw to kmpg from singapore..in the van..

Cute kan the baby..

Otw to my aunts house...

Sisters..

tgh cabot bulu ayam..

wahhh rajin...hahah..

ape saje tah aku nie..

the pillow dat he bought for me at ayer itam..

ya allah busok nyer muke..!!

ni la motor yg aku kerjekan smpai masok parit..

after the accident..we still managed to smile despite the bruises and cut on our body..

mkn hotdog pon nk posing..ape saje tah adek aku nie..

okay the end!

Posted on:
Posted at: 8:29 AM

my kampong trip was GEREK okayy..
we did look at stars..
play bunga api all..
and we bbq at nite..
okay...
so first day did nothing much lar..
reached there ard 6+..
den we chill in the house for awhile..
ard 10+ we go eat at dunno where..
so ulu2 the place..
haha..
so on the way home..
i'm fully asleep in the car..
dunno why out of a sudden feel so sleepy..
haha..
da mcm ular plak kan aku ni..
da mkn beh tdo..
bagos lar tu..
den i reached home teros tdo..
2nd day we rent van..
go to my aunties' son house..
da 11 yrs seyy tk jumpe..
reached there...
tau2 anak die da kawin..
naseb baru kawin..
kalau tau2 da dpt cucu lagi dahsyat..
haha..
we spent ard 2 hours at that house..
everyone get bored but we endure la..
since my aunt waiting for her sis to arrive..
maklom lame tk jumpe..
hahaha..
after dat we went to the shopping mall there..
i bought maybelline perfect concealer n mascara..
while dear hairie bought game..
haha..
tk habes2 ngn game..
n after dat we go ayer itam..
bought stuff there..
dear hairie bought me a heart shape pillow..
hehe..
after dat we went home...
ard 8+ we went carrefour to buy food for bbq later at nite..
we bought hotdogs n chickens..
reached home dear hairie n i do all the chores...
including cabot bulu ayam..
hahah..
after dat we bbq the food..
but only bbq halfway..
the rest my uncle did it for us..
after eat we just sit ard talking n laughing..
at 12+ i wished him happy birthday..
da 19 eh kamu..
heheh..
he did blush i tink..
hah..
we cont our conversation while eating kueh baulu..
actually both da ngntok..
but dunno why still tanak tdo..
atlast i gave up..
i go to bed first..
den him..
haha..
the next day..
we did nth much..
mom,dad n wani went to town cos they got sumting on..
so left my 2 aunties,hakim,dear hairie n i..
hakim,dear hairie n i just slack ard..
cam whoring before we bathe..
haha...
muke satu2 peh busok..!!
den after bathe we go shop by bike..
and this is where it all happened..
we borrowed one of my aunt bike..
hakim ride her bike..
while i ride mom's bike..
dear hairie is my pillion..
ok so we ride n ride..
til there's this simpang..
we met with an accident..
masok parit pe kite dua!!!
but the funny thing is..
in the parit also i still perah the throttle..
kan da gile tu..
haha..
maklom tgh kanchiong..!!
and my slipper got stuck in the parit..
lucky thing i managed to find it..
malu oi..
org nampak..
naseb tk ramai la yg nmpk..
after bought our stuff with the clothes drench in the parit we went home..
kaki satu2 da berdarah..
bruise here and there..
but i pity my pillion ar..
his injury more terok den mine..
his bday summore i give him dat..
tak baik nyer aku..
den reached home teros mandi..
takde hegeh2..
bau longkang seyy..
den put medication oil den i went to sleep..
penat seyy accident..
body aching somemore..
my aunts laughed at us..
kenangan paling manis katekan..
hahaha!
siol je..
and we also laughed during the accident..
mcm klakar gitu lar..
den after wake up all we packed our stuffs..
den camwhoring with the kids there..
and we play bunga api..
cherry bomb sume mau jln..!!
haha..
and after maghrib we bid gdbyes to the people there..
mcm skejap gitu la..
i want longer vacation at kmpg seyyy..
reached sg at 10+pm..
ok dats all..
pics will be uploaded at the next post...
cos i haven resize the pics yet..
hehe..!

Posted on: Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Posted at: 9:03 PM

okay wonderful frens..
i've received the photos of jln raya with dear hairie n frens..
but i only received it from dear hairie..
the one from erin n farhanah,i have nt receive yet..
dunno how much longer must i wait..
but i try to get it a.s.a.p for u guys to view iryte..
so this is wat i have for now..
happy viewing!!!

with his family..

the people..

hah..!!amek kau..!!
sume lom ready..!!!

da mcm artis suria plak kan kite ni..!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!

ok dats all for now..
i'll upload if i receive summore..
take care wonderfuls!!

Posted on: Saturday, November 04, 2006
Posted at: 11:35 PM

holla!
today's jln raya with dear hairie n his frens were gerek..
basically get to make new frens lar..
one whole day bertenggek atas motor..
dpt naik kr skejap..
asek melorot je aku ni..
haha!
last house was abg dzuls' house..
den reached home at 11pm..
now i tired already..
feel lyk sleeping..
but have to wait for dear hairie to be home..
den can go sleep..
hah..
photos will be uploaded when i received it from erin n farhanah..
okay dats all..
not much to tell..
hehe..
bye all!
gd nayet..!
take care!

Posted on: Friday, November 03, 2006
Posted at: 10:41 PM

hello wonderful ppl!
atlast my jln raya photos with hairie is being uploaded..
happy viewing!!
*smiles*